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Gangue Thoughts 06

{ October 29, 2008 @ 12:58 am } · { bored out of my wits, ranting or raving }
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Ang tagal ko na din palang hindi nanonood ng mga latest eps ng mga shows na inaabangan ko.

Bukod kasi sa naging busy ako sa work (na hanggang ngayon e busy pa rin), e nawili din ako na ubusin ang oras ko sa pagbabasa ng manga.

At saka, since yung (kupal) na IT namin e ginalaw yung wifi device sa bahay na tinitirhan ko kaya hindi na ako makasagap ng signal ng internet connection sa gabi. Ayun tuloy, loss din ang mga pagdownload ko ng mga shows na yun.

Madalas din, late na ako umuuwi, pagdating sa bahay, mas gugustuhin ko na lang matulog. Babangon ng 4AM, magpapainit ng tubig, babalik sa kama, mananaginip ng kawirduhan (nung isang araw, napanaginipan ko na hinahabol ako ng leon (anubeh!) ), gigising ng 530AM, maliligo, bihis at papasok na sa opisina. (Oo, sadyang wala yung pagsusuklay jan kasi hindi ako nagsusuklay)

Note: At talagang ginogoogle ko ang meaning ng paghabol sa akin ng leon noh. Eto ang sabi…

Chase dreams often stem from feelings of anxiety in your walking life. The way we respond to anxiety and pressure in real life is typically manifested as a chase dream. Running is an instinctive response to physical threats in our environment. Often in these dream scenarios, you are being pursued by some attacker, who wants to hurt or possibly kill you. You are running away, hiding, or trying to outwit your pursuer. Chase dreams may represent your way of coping with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life. Instead of confronting the situation, you are running away and avoiding it.Ask yourself who is the one chasing you and you may gain some understanding and insight on the source of your fears and pressure.

Reaction: Oo, sobrang stress out na ako. Pero ni minsan hindi ko naisip na may iniiwasan akong bagay o pangyayari. Pero come to think of it…..

The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent a part of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can assume the appearance of threatening figure. You may be projecting these feelings onto the unknown chaser. Next time you have a chase dream, turn around and confront your pursuer. Ask them why they are chasing you.

Reaction: Confront? Confront?! Ano yun, atakehin ko din yung leon????!!!


One may be consumed by their own anger, jealousy, love, or self-destructive behavior. For example, you may be drinking too much or exhibiting open hostility toward others around you. You may subconsciously be threatened by these actions which have been jeopardizing your relationships and/or career. Your dreams are a way of calling attention to these self-destructive actions.

Reaction: Ui, good girl na ako ha. Natapos na yung kadramahan ko na naging self destructive ako. Wala na yun….

Isa pang kawirduhan, simula ng subukan kong uminom ng Vitamin C, lalo pa akong naging prone para magkaroon ng sipon. Pucha, anubeh????! Kalokohan? Hindi naman peke yung gamot na iniinom ko. Pero bakit ganun???

Hay, kelangan ko na talaga ng break.

Sana Tuesday na. Para makauwi na ako sa Manila!!!!

Gangue Thoughts 06

{ October 16, 2008 @ 1:55 am } · { bored out of my wits }
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October is halfway through, I already received the last paycheck for the supposedly work that I had done for the last 15 days. Some of the money had been wired transferred into someone else’s account (and no, they are not for the poor cute boys displaying their bodies in the so-called circle), some were already been cashed out, being handed into another greedy hand. The rest (minuscule, it seems) still in me, burning a hole in my pocket, screaming for them to get out.

But I hope through sheer will and tough luck, this money could stretch for a long while.
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“No more vices for you Nephrite”, Jadeite said.

“Crucify me!” Nephrite then rant.

“Oohh… too kingky, eh? I don’t think so.” Jadeite mused.

Nephrite then left fuming.
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I was never really that kind of girl who would spend a lot of hard-earned bucks in frivolities. Well, since I am horizontally challenged and my arms are an eye sore, I refused to subject myself into torturous trying of dresses and gowns. I never learned how to walk like a girl, and often than not, they often teased me that I walked much better than any guys I befriended with, so no stilettos for me. I don’t know how to put make-up being my face is so sensitive that the mere idea of putting something in there, zits would pop out.

Typical Jadeite would be, a message shirt (the bitchier the better), old tattered jeans, sneakers, hair down and a huge backpack. (For someone who never bring any bag from College, now, I am a proud holder of a humongous laptop bag!)

On special days, attempt for any normalcy which means, I would comb my hair.

It is not that I am trying to be so unfashionable. Or so unattractive.

I just don’t dwell on how I look like too much.

(Besides, what’s the point anyway? I could never be like Giselle Bundchen, Angelina Jolie or even Megan Fox. Although, many had said that if I really, really put on some effort, I could almost look like Christina Ricci (when she’s wasted))

Au naturale.

Devoid of make-up. No pretensions.

This is how I look like when you happen to open your eyes in the morning and see me sleeping in your bed the next morning.

But don’t worry, last night would be so good, you wouldn’t mind.

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Gangue Thoughts 01

{ September 18, 2008 @ 9:27 am } · { Uncategorized }
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Bakit kaya ganun?

May mga tao na kapag natethreaten sa status nila, imbes na pagbutihin na lang nila ang performance nila e, mas gugustuhin pa nilang maging utak alimango at manira na lang ng kasama.

Gaya ngayon.

Okay lang kung gagawin nila yun tapos mananalo sila sayo. At least, yung efforts nila were rewarded.

Pero kung magiging paistar ka at susubukin talunin ang powers ng kalaban mo (ako), sana minabuti mong mag isip ng bonggang-bongga. Pero kung utak alimango ka nga, why do I bother to give you some advice noh?

Hay…

Sana bukas kapag mag-attempt ka ulet ng rematch, naghanda ka naman ng bagong ammunition, nakakasawang idispel ang mga hirit mo e, and kung magyayaya ka ng katag-team mo, siguraduhin mong no.1 ang ranking nya sa pwersa ng kadiliman ha.

Yun lang.

YM Stat: Huwag mo kong problemahin…

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